Today is a scratch my tickets day. My boss asked another person if I was alright. Well if you stop yelling at me maybe I would be. To be honest that isn’t it. She always yelled. It is me. I am not feeling this anymore. I need a change as of yesterday. I know life doesn’t work that way. Especially for us responsible people. I am feeling really not responsible with this short sale move I am making. Half the country has lost their homes. I know it isn’t my fault but I do feel bad about it.
I have a frown and I want that to change. I have started a new hobby. I can’t really say what it is. It is kind of risky!! Also fun and not illegal. Just for those who minds might be churning. It consumed my whole evening.
So leaving work I got a ticket. A dag on moving violation. The day couldn’t get worse. I didn’t eat. Which was the first thing I wanted to do when I got home. I am going to court and try to appeal it. I was wrong. I know it but dammit I can’t catch a break today. I know I have five winning tickets. I don’t know what I won, but I know I am going to find out tonight. Pray for something good. A game changer would be beyond great!!!