I envy successful people. More so people who have a dream and actual live it. Having this baby is a blessing. I worked towards it and it happened.
But the success I am talking about is writing a book, going into business for yourself. Starting a non-profit. Being a total risk taker. I am more the safe person. Even with my life now. I have it planned out as much as I can. The parts I don’t have planned or can’t control makes me very nervous.
I always think of projects and begin them and never finish them. I am a horrible time manager and very lazy when it comes to my personal life. I feel like I could have been so much further and successful if I wasn’t such a procrastinator.
I am not down on myself, just need to work on a few flaws. Time management being the first. Which I am sure is going to come into play in a major way when my baby gets here. Also stop being such a procrastinator. I wish I could hit a switch and those two things will be fixed. But that is my dream world at work again!!!