I think I am counting correctly. I know my period is a no-show. I thought I saw a brown spot when I was in the bathroom. Checked again and nothing. I have to say I am happy and nervous. I been having something going on in my abdomen. I am not going to call it pains. Cramps and some spasing in the couchie area.
So I talked to my father last night. I haven’t filled him in on what I am doing. All I said is I am still working on having a baby. He said can we do this the natural way. I said what do you mean. He said a man and a woman, maybe a husband. Dad a husband isn’t easy to find. Yes it is, a good one is hard to find LMAO. We both laughed.
I will tell him eventually I guess, maybe. I did tell him he will be babysitting. I got the speech I live my life one day at a time. Yeah, Yeah you will be babysitting. I heard him talking to my step sister, Who lives upstairs with her kids. I said ask her if she would babysit. She asked if I was pregnant. I am positive my father hasn’t told her anything. She said she would babysit. Her youngest is in high school. Everyone loves babies. I would want her to help my father more than babysit. Either way I am not doing all this to have my kids with other people all the time. I am building my network, village, folks. What ever you want to call it. When I do need someone, I need to know who will be on the list.
I sleep allot. I am nervous about having a baby and sleep deprivation. My medication makes me very tired. I am going to the neurologist to see what I can do about that. I am going the end of October. So I should know if I am pregnant by then.
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I was fascinated by multiples like everyone else. So when the reality show John and Kate plus eight showed up on TLC I tuned in. I could only get through one season and I couldn’t take her anymore. Yes Kate was the biggest control freak bitch I ever seen in my life. They also showed where they announced their divorce and John explains pretty much she was a bitch he was the punk that put up with her and couldn’t do it anymore. He even used the words he was free!!
I had to see what she was going to say in the final show. Actually I was just clicking through the channel and fell upon it. TLC did a great job showing this woman is an awful person. They showed her bullying the babysitter. The babysitter wasn’t taking her crap anymore and went home in the middle of the vacation. They also showed many clips of her brow beating her husband for all the public to see. They asked for her comments and she said in season two she couldn’t even stand herself.
I thought that was bull and her just putting a front for the cameras. The babysitter said they never talked about the incident. Kate said they worked it out. Clearly this woman has issues she needs to work on. especially how she feels justified to treat people like shit. Oh and don’t forget everyone should be understanding because she was stressed and having a bad day. This is a woman I believe will never see her flaws. Even if she glares them across a television screen. I even remember her dance partner on dancing with the stars was sick of her attitude. She said she doesn’t want to be alone. I can only seeing her with another gutless man who will let her talk to him like she is his mommy. Meaning do what I say when I say do it. Other than that she needs to fix how she treats people.
Now she is concerned how she is going to support her children with no more reality show. I am like come on, you didn’t save any of that money? I know some people are fans of that show. I am not a fan of watching someone with a bad attitude. I wish her luck and glad she is off TV.