I can’t believe it has been seven years. Like my 15 years in Atlanta the time flies by. I have gone through so many changes with her during her seven years of life. We had a birthday party which consisted of a few people on zoom singing happy birthday over a broken 7 candle on her little cake. She doesn’t eat cake. In happy autism mom news it seems she liked her toys.She played with them for a whole hour and they haven’t been touched today. I am happy to get some play activity out of them.
I was looking out the window at the landscaper my mom is friends with that used to live on the street. He went through a divorce and lived with his mom. He used to tell my mom I was beautiful. He would blow kisses at me when I saw him. I am 6 feet. I think he is 5’6, maybe. I was not interested. He came over yesterday to put our air conditioners in. Living in Boston wall units are taken in and out yearly. He has moved and bought a house.
I was watching him do my neighbors’ yard work. Can I say I had a major level of attraction? I felt like I messed up, at least not going on a date with the man. I have many 20\20 hindsight issues in my life.
On Ava’s birthday, I messed up and had some of her nasty cake she wasn’t interested in. Back on my keto mission today. I working on getting back in my law of attraction brain. Being negative has done nothing for me. I was watching a video today, actually listening while working. This woman stated to make a list using the words I am certain. I am going to work on it for sure. Then sit with those things will happen.
I am certain Ava talks and catches up with her peers
I am certain Ava independence and successful in anything she wants to do
I am certain soon my body size that makes me the happiest
I am certain my social media career has an abundance income that makes my financial dreams come true
I am certain Ava is safe and has everything we need
I am certain my life partner in coming soon
I am certain additional children are in my future
Not sure if I did this right. I suck at grammar which anyone who consistently reads my blog knows very well. It was supposed to be written in presence tence. Not sure, but I will continue to work on my list.